Some of you may have heard that our wait for a referral has had another 3 months added to it. That doesn’t mean it still can’t happen anytime now but it means that more than likely we won’t hear anything until the holidays.

To fill the time I’ve decided to make a quilt for the baby. I made one for Lexi out of her baby clothes and I want to do a special one for the baby as well. So I am undertaking a pretty big project involving lots of people (including you, if you want to participate). I organized a group of about 15 moms who are all adopting from Ethiopia. We are each going to make 15 identical quilt blocks, keep one block for ourselves and then send 1 block to each member of the group. Then once we get all of our blocks we can piece them together however we want. The kids who come home from Ethiopia will all have a quilt with a common theme running through them (just like they are all from Ethiopia) but the quilts will be different in their own way - just like the kids are all different.

15 blocks is only about half of the front of a quilt. To piece mine together I would like help from family and friends. I’m modifying an idea I’ve seen a lot of other adoptive parents do. It’s from a tradition in China called a 100 Good Wishes Quilt. I was originally going to just do a 100 Good Wishes Quilt but I liked the idea of tying in some of Ethiopia as well.

If you want to be a part of the quilt, cut a piece of material (any kind as long as it can be machine washed) into a 12 inch square and send it to me. Pick a material that you like - something that could represent your family, you, your interests, you favorite color, a favorite flannel shirt you never wear anymore- and send it too me. I’d appreciate it if you’d include a note as to why you chose the fabric. I’ll save these and put them in the baby’s life book (side note: A life book is the adopted child’s version of a baby book). I’ll use all the piece I receive as a border for the quilt and to fill in the middle if needed. You don’t have to limit it to “1 per family” either. If you’ve got kids and want to do one for you, one for your spouse, one for each kid, go right ahead. If you want to do one as a family, go right ahead. I’m also planning on creating a page on my blog to post pictures of the squares I get.

If you’re a time line sort of person, I’d like to be able to put the quilt together over my Thanksgiving break, so if you could send it before then, that would be great.

If you need my address, just e-mail me or leave a comment and I’ll send you my address.

**Note: This is an open invitation for anyone who reads my blog. If we’ve never met but you feel like you want to do this, please do.**

Today it was my turn to get my travel shots. (Kevin had his done on Wednesday.) I had to get tetnus, menegitis, Hep B, polio, yellow fever and TB. And yeah, they do them all on the same day. And I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate needles. When I was in labor, I did not get an epidural because the thought of the needle scared me more than the pain of labor. That’s how much I hate needles.

So, the nurse gave me 6 shots in less than 2 minutes (seriously, she was great). Then she was giving me the instructions and I proceeded to pass out. I must have made some type of noise and then she looked at me and said, “You’re too white. Lay down.” And then there was a lot of fuzzy vision and seeing spots. After a few minutes I felt fine but I’m pretty much thinking that I don’t ever want to get that many shots at the same time again.

With our adoption getting closer and closer I’ve been thinking a lot about the situations that I may find myself in as the parent of a black child. And one that I know will come up is racism. I tend to be the type of person who won’t let inappropriate comments slide but then I do a poor job confronting the person and end up making things worse. I like this video on how to confront racism. It’s a good example of how to separate the act from the person. And it probably can be applied to more than just racism.

And we are officially in the teens. We are now #19 on the list.

Come on, phone - RING!*

*This is NOT the time to decide to prank call our house. You know who you are…

So what do you want to ask us about our adoption? Because now is a good time to do it. Before we are crazy busy with a new baby and so sleep deprived (hopefully not) to come up with coherent answers.

I sometimes get the feeling that people want to talk to us about it but aren’t sure what to ask or how to ask it.

Here’s the thing - just ask.

Don’t worry if you don’t have the terminology correct. We’ll help you out. We didn’t have it correct before we started this whole process either - and we’re still learning.

Don’t worry if you think it’s too personal. We’re pretty open with the whole process and if it’s something we’ve decided to keep private, we’ll say just that. And we won’t feel like you were prying.

It’s okay to talk about race, culture, and how it’s all going to tie into our life. In fact, we encourage it. We don’t expect our friends and family to become colorblind. Being Ethiopian is going to be a huge part of our child’s identity. We want him or her to be proud of that and acknowledge it. So it’s okay for you to acknowledge it as well.

And while we’re on the topic of race - go ahead, ask the hard questions. Now is the time to start thinking about how (if you are a part of this baby’s life) that you will deal with his or her race, whether it be your own stereotypes or dealing with racism that may occur while carrying on with daily life.

It’s okay to talk about money. We want people to know where the money goes. International adoption is a ridiculous amount of money and it’s important that people know that the money is all going to different places to make sure everything is done right and proper and legal.

And ask the easy questions as well - think of it like a pregnancy. Ask us if we have heard any news, ask if we’ve talked about names (okay, no, we haven’t really, so maybe you should suggest some), ask if we’ve done any decorating of the baby’s room. You know, the fun questions.

Basically, ask us what you need or want to ask us.

As of right now we are at #40. Crazy.

And great news for the people who received referrals - sibling groups are being referred (these people have been waiting almost a year) and one couple is bringing home triplets!

There is also a rumor that CHSFS staff is crazy busy right now because another batch of referrals like last week came in. I doubt our name is on one of those, but it means that we are just that much closer…

Update: The family at #39 just got a referral. I really hope this means good news for us is just around the corner…

Apparently, today was the day for referrals. Everyone in the Ethiopia program has been on edge a little bit because referrals are scheduled to stop June 1 (which is a Sunday, which really means May 30.) although last year they stopped referrals June 15 but still squeaked in another group of about 15 referrals after the 15th of June and those people all made it through court before the courts closed in early August.

Here’s a rundown of what happens - you get a call for a referral. Once you accept the referral you wait for a court date in the Ethiopia court system. It can take anywhere from 2-6 weeks to get a court date but they average about 4 weeks. Once you make it through court the baby is yours. Your names are on their Ethiopian birth certificate as the parents. Your visa is processed and you are officially allowed to bring the baby out of the country. After you make it through court, you are given a travel date (Children’s Home Society has people travel in groups). Your travel date is usually about 2 weeks after your court date. You book tickets and go and pick up your baby.

Today there was a crazy amount of referrals given out. For the past 2 weeks there have been 3-5 referrals coming in a week. Today there were 12. And that’s only counting the people who are on the forum and announcing them. I have a feeling there are at least that many more going out to people who are not in the forum.

As of this morning we were #59 on the unofficial list. We are now at #48. And the really good news? The people who got referrals are waiting for infants (like us) and they are not people in the top 20. They are all over. The waiters at #49 & #51 both got referrals today. It gives me just a tiny bit of hope that maybe we won’t have to wait until fall for our referral either.

Update: We’re up to #47. If tomorrow brings as many as today - we could end up in the 30’s by the weekend. That’s amazing news.

There are 2.1 billion Christians in the world. And there are 143 million orphans in the world (according to UNICEF - although if you look at other sources the number varies between 50 - 200 million depending on how you describe an orphan. Living with family but parents are gone, one parent gone, both parents gone, parents alive but placed them in an orphanage, etc). So, if my math is correct the numbers work out like this: if 14% of the Christians in the world adopt 1 orphan then every orphan would have a home.
I’m realistic. I get that you can’t just sign up to adopt an orphan and I get that while one child is being placed with a family another is taking his place in the orphanage. And I know that the underling causes for orphans will not go away just because they each got a home. But there is a reason that God calls us to care for the orphans over 40 time in the Bible.

Apparently NBC considers mothers who have adopted “non-moms“.

Please feel free to let NBC and their sponsers know how you feel about this. I did.

Update: See the comment from Rebecca B. Apparently they have re-worded the title of “non-moms” to “adopting moms” which isn’t much better in my opinion. I won’t introduce my child as my “adopted child” and I don’t expect him/her to introduce me as their “adopting mom”. Do the moms have to have a category? Can’t they just be moms?

Update #2: Apparently the adoptive community made a pretty big stink about this. I know that nearly everyone on the forum I participate in registered a complaint and it by Friday it was posted on about 20 different blogs but I guess we were a big enough voice to prompt a blog entry on E!’s website. Feels good to know that speaking up can still make a difference.

With our adoption getting closer and closer we get a lot of the same comments a pregnant women does in her 9th month:

“I bet you can’t wait for the wait to be over.”

“Not much longer now.”

“Wow, still no baby yet?”

“Do you have everything ready?”

“You must be really excited.”

And we are. We are ready and we are very excited and at the same time I am sad. I’m sad because some where in Ethiopia there is a women or family in a similar situation to this:

“Meanwhile, most of the poorest of the poor suffer silently, too weak for activism or too busy raising the next generation of hungry. In the sprawling slum of Haiti’s Cité Soleil, Placide Simone, 29, offered one of her five offspring to a stranger. “Take one,” she said, cradling a listless baby and motioning toward four rail-thin toddlers, none of whom had eaten that day. “You pick. Just feed them.”

(A New York Times report from last week on the worldwide foot riots.)

Someone is making the decision that they are too poor, too sick, too weak to care for their children and that the best thing they can do is hand their child over to a stranger in the hopes that they will receive the care that they need.